Someday

Alli's performance yesterday was great. Woo Allison!

Also, I really have a crush on the guitar player from yesterday. I wish for someday to find someone who will want to pick up their guitar and never stop playing because of me. I want them to take me with them wherever they go.

Oy. I am so wishy-washy sometimes I just wish I could get out of my head and out of this alternate world full of gushing love and overly sentimental feelings. But then again it's my favorite thing to indulge in and plus there so much worse things to indulge in.

I can't believe there are only 2 weeks left of school this semester. It's going to be rough. But the thoughts of summer are what keep my going. I can't wait. The sun will come out and the grass will grow green and she'll come back and it will be lovely.

Beginning of the end

Tonight is my last MCAT class. Ever. I've been in it since October. I hate that I haven't really retained much and I haven't been keeping up with the work.

Starting this weekend I am seriously going to hunker down and put everything I have into this shit. It's all I could ever want.

Inspire Me

"After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning, and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts, and presents aren't promises. And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open- with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads on today, because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure...that you really are strong, and you really do have worth, and you learn and learn...with every goodbye you learn."

-Veronica Shoffstall 1971-

Para empezar

I'm really into Spanglish these days. I should probably stop because it really serves no purpose in the English or Spanish world.

So I'm starting this blog because my good friend Alli has encouraged me to. I used to have one in highschool, one of those emo ones, like livejournal or something. But it was too much work to keep up with.

I'm probably going to bad at keeping up with this thing since I'm not going to write things of real significance on here. That's what you have a real journal for! A dur.

Andres left this morning and I kind of miss him. I wish he was my brother since he is expontentially cooler than the existing one I have. Maybe I'll try to get my parents to adopt him.


Okay, well this will be fun.