I just want to wrap myself up in music and movies and podcasts and things that make you escape into an abyss of no thinking and no feeling and no one can find you, not even yourself. But I guess that's not really a sustainable way of life, because wouldn't more people be doing it if they could? Maybe some people have but there just aren't enough abysses left anymore. Or maybe they are stopped before they can get there. Or really there isn't anywhere to go. You can go as far as you can till the end of the earth but eventually you'll just wrap back around to where you started from.
It's pretty cold again today. Just when the sun comes out and you feel like you can trust mother nature, she pulls a fast one on you again. But it is kind of cool how there is a gradual transition into the seasons where on a cold day you have the remnants and the memories of the winter time mixed with warm days that hold the promises of the future of spring and summer. People need time to adjust, we're not really made to mold ourselves so quickly. Everything takes so much time.
Only just a little bit more to get through. I just have to hold myself up.
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